Chapter 3
Rated NC-17
On Saturday, Caroline had stood with Jack all day talking to his mother about herself and asking questions about Jack. When it was time to leave Jack walked her back to her house and kissed her goodbye. He had told her that he couldn't be with her Sunday because he had a few things to do, clean up his room mostly and fix up some stuff for his mom. So she was all alone that day.
Caroline hadn't heard a word from Rose. She wondered what was happening was she grounded because of what happened Friday? Suddenly her phone rang, "Hello?"
"Hi Carrie it's Rose." Rose sat down at her desk.
"Hey Rose what's up?" Caroline laid on her bed.
"Nothing. Sorry, I didn't call you yesterday." Rose had always called Caroline, but she yesterday after what happened she figured she give her a rest.
"It's all right I had company." She smiled thinking of Jack.
"Who?" Rose was curious.
"Jack, we're a couple now. He stayed the night with me on Friday. We had fun, I went with him to his house. On Saturday, my mom came home. It was a miracle she didn't get mad that he stayed here." Caroline was so happy.
"Wow you and Jack are together?" Rose would have never known that Jack was that interested in her friend she began to feel jealous.
"Yeah." Caroline smiled.
"Cool. So you have a boyfriend now?" Rose could hardly utter the word cause she was alone now.
"Yeah. So Rose when are you and Tommy gonna get together. I know you like him." Caroline teased.
"I know I like him, but he's shy around me." Rose was disappointed.
"You should make a move, Rose." Caroline was wondering if she would.
"I should huh surprise him off guard." Rose figured she would try her friend's advice just this once.
"Yeah on Monday well set up a plan." Caroline already knew what to do.
"All right." Rose smiled.
"CAROLINE!" Karen yelled.
"Oh Rose my mom is calling me. I gotta go." Caroline got up.
"All right see you Monday. Bye." Rose said.
"Bye." Caroline hangs up the phone. She goes out to the hallway seeing someone she hadn't seen in years.
"Caroline, oh my god is that you?" Paul hadn't seen her in years and she was beautiful to him.
"Paul?" She ran up to him and hugged him.
"Oh my god it's been so long since I seen you." She was happy to see him.
"I know how have you been?" Paul hadn't really known her all that well since she never wrote him so he let her talk.
"Great! Come on, we'll chat in my room. I got loads to tell you." She got his hand and dragged him with her.
Paul hadn't seen Caroline since they were kids. It was always said that they were gonna be a couple someday, but they had stayed good friends for years instead. He moved to London ten years ago when his dad got a job over there. They wrote letters, but lost touch after her depression became serious. Paul was the kinda guy who liked girls, but could never hold on to one. Caroline, on the hand, had always been there when he didn't receive her letters anymore he thought she had lost interest, but after graduating from college he decided to check up on her to see if she was all right and that's why he was there. He still cared.
"So what have you been up too?" Paul sat on her bed.
"Well I got a boyfriend now." Caroline flipped the necklace that Jack gave her.
"A boyfriend? Caroline, I thought that we were gonna be together." Paul had really wanted her.
"Paul, in your last letter you said you were dating someone I moved on. I couldn't wait for you." She couldn't believe he had said it.
"Caroline, I came here for you. I love you." He wondered if he was mixing up friendship with love.
"Paul, this can't be. I am dating Jack now. I can't be with you. I love you, but we never even kissed. I never thought you had that kind of interest in me I thought we were friends." Caroline backed away not knowing what to do she wondered what her guardian angel had in mind she had two men to choose from which one had he sent her?
"We are friends remember when we were kids we used to pretend we were married." Paul wanted to hold her like he used to, but he didn't want to make her mad at him, so he did nothing.
"Yes I remember that Paul. So much has happened you wouldn't believe, I have been in a depression for at least a year that's why I stopped writing you. My Guardian Angel told me that I would meet someone and I would be happy and I believe I have met that someone and his name is Jack Dawson." She said coldly.
"So why isn't he with you now?" He wondered what kind of boyfriend would leave her alone especially since they were alone.
"He had some things to do for his mom. We only got together yesterday." Caroline felt like he was pushing her to love him, but he didn't have too she loved him for who he was.
"Caroline let me prove to you that we are suppose to be together after all your angel never said who was the right choice." Paul had said it. He wasn't afraid to tell her his true feelings.
"Gosh Paul I can't." She hadn't known what to say.
"You can't or you won't?" He took her into his arms.
"Paul, if I ever thought that we would ever get together maybe I would have waited, but I was so unhappy. I cried every night for a whole year wishing that someone would care for me." She remembered those cold lonely nights.
"But I do care." He held her closer now.
"I know you care. We just can't be together. I am sorry." She turned away out of his grasp.
"If this Jack ever breaks your heart, I will kill him." He meant it.
"Well if he does break my heart will you be there as my friend?" She looked over at him. She knew it was a lot to ask.
"Of course I will." If he couldn't have her he would be there for her no matter what.
"I love you Paul your the best boy friend a girl could have." She hugged him tightly.
"Your mother said I could stay here in the bedroom across from yours. Is that all right with you?" He asked her permission.
"Wow she let you stay. How long?" Caroline was surprised her mother trusted him to stay there.
"Well I am officially now your school's English teacher so I am moving into the neighborhood." He had been a few years older than her.
"Wow congratulations and of course you can stay." "So not only will I be seeing you here, your working at my school." She hit him in the shoulder.
"Yeah I hear your graduating this year." He smiled and laid back on her bed his eyes began to tear from exhaustion.
"Yep so glad it will be over soon then I am off to college or work." She was thankful for that.
"Awesome. I wish you all the best." He got up feeling tired.
"You too." She looked at him as he got closer to her.
Someone knocks on her door. She gets up to open it and sees Jack. "Jack, I thought we wouldn't be seeing each other today."
"I thought so too. I finished everything and thought I would come see my girl." He kisses her, not noticing Paul.
"Um Jack I would like to introduce you to Paul Cramer. He's my long time best friend back when we were kids." She sees Paul's eyes change from happy to sad.
"Hi Jack Dawson." He goes to shake his hand.
"Paul. Nice to meet you. Listen, Caroline I am gonna go I barely got here and I am exhausted from my flight. I will see you later. Bye Caroline, Jack." He hadn't liked him for some reason he could feel that he was trouble.
"All right Paul. Talk to you later." Caroline says as Paul leaves.
"Carrie, what was that all about?" He noticed that Paul looked like he didn't like him or something.
"Long story so what's up?" She holds him in her arms and kisses his lips.
"I came to take you some where special." Jack was so happy he couldn't wait to tell her what he had kept a secret for so long.
"Where?" Caroline asked.
"It's a special night for us. Very special." Tonight he would tell her everything she needed to know.
"Why?" Caroline wondered what he had done.
"Cause I love you silly." He tapped her butt and kissed her.
"Will I need anything?" She looked into his eyes and fell in love all over again.
"Nope just bring yourself." He kissed her hand.
"All right let me get my purse." She gets her purse and follows Jack. Caroline follows him to a red convertible. She liked that color it was her favorite besides black of course.
"Get in." He says as he opens the door for her.
"Thanks." She wonders where he got the car from.
He gets in and starts the car and starts to drive. "So how are you?"
"Good. Paul just came in today. Turns out he's going to be an English teacher at our school." She sits back enjoying the nice drive.
"That's cool. Did you two ever go out?" He knew that sounded like a jealous boyfriend statement.
"Nah. We were just friends. I wrote to him a few times, but we never kissed or anything of that nature." She knew he wanted details so she answered him.
"Ah." He felt a weight lift off his shoulders.
"So where are you taking me?" She finally asked.
"It's a surprise I wanted to save it for later, but I figured I only live once and my mom let me borrow her car for the night. Since mine is in the shop." His car had been stolen and he got a new one, but the engine sucked so he wanted it rebuilt.
"Jack, if we were gonna stay out late you should have let me know." She felt unprepared.
"Don't worry. I got everything covered." He tapped her thigh.
"All right." She sat back looking around.
When they stopped at a fancy hotel she was in shock. It was one of the richest places she knew. Jack got out of the car and the valet took his keys as he opened the door for her. She still couldn't believe Jack had brought her here.
"Jack what are we doing here? It's too expensive." She thought he was out of his mind.
"Don't worry. We should check in." Jack walked up and rang the bell.
"Yes?" The receptionist looked up to see a man standing there waiting to check in.
"I rented the honeymoon suite for the night." Jack said as he held Caroline hand.
"Oh yes Mr. Dawson." The receptionist had knew who he was she remembered cause he had paid a lot to reserve the room.
"Everything is set?" Jack asked.
"Yes, everything is set." She gave him a form to sign and then gave him his key.
"Thank you." He signs his name and hands over a hundred dollar tip.
He takes her hand and pulls her into the elevator with him. She looks up at him wondering just what he had planned. He opens the door a roaring fire is lit, gift boxes on the bed and a few other things were laid out.
"Jack what's the meaning of this?" Caroline looks at him.
"It's my gift to you. For our first night together as a couple." Jack wonders over setting up a candle lit setting and fills two wine glasses.
"But Jack I can't afford this and neither can you." She thought that he was insane.
"Aw, but I can. Caroline there's something we need to talk about." Jack sips some of the wine and offers her a cup.
"All right I am listening." She sits on the bed taking her wine glass and takes a sip, moving the boxes to the side.
"Caroline I am rich, filthy rich. I never told anyone not even my last girlfriend. I have so much money you wouldn't believe." He had a trust fund that only now he had been able to touch that is why he moved to Los Angeles.
"Wow that's good for you, but I don't see why you brought me here." Caroline finished her cup and put it down on the night stand.
"Your special I wanted to remember this night." Jack takes a hold of hand and kisses it as he kneels before her.
"Jack, are you saying that you did this to sleep with me." She was beginning to wonder if that was all he wanted.
"No, I am bringing you here cause I love you and I wanna share a wonderful night with you." He gets up and sits with her on the bed.
"For sex right?" She looks at him.
"No. Can't a guy just bring someone he loves to some where special." He gets up and goes to the table to fill up his glass.
"Yeah, but usually they have a motive." She hated feeling so naive, but she knew guys and wanted they wanted.
"I don't have any motive to sleep with you. I mean I want to, but I just wanted to spend time with you." He goes up to her and puts his arm around her.
"All right then so what's all this?" She turns to the boxes behind her.
"Presents for you if you don't want them I could send them back. I just wanted to give you some nice things." He kisses her lips and takes her hand looking into her eyes.
She looked into the boxes and found outfits, underwear, matching purses and so on. "Jack, this is too much. I can't accept these."
"Please accept them as a gift you looked so pretty yesterday I wanted to buy you some more stuff like that dress you had." Somehow Jack felt like this was too soon to let her know that he really cared about her and loved her. He knew she wasn't used to being loved and if it took a lifetime he would show her.
"Wait how did you know my size." She looks at him thinking he is physic or something.
"I looked at your tag on your shirt when you were asleep." He smiled at her.
"Oh." She looked at him and thought he was very smart. "So besides this what else you got planned?"
"Nothing much dinner and watching a good movie." He smiles at her as she is beginning to understand his feelings for her.
"Sounds good. Thank you." She goes to kiss him and hugs him tightly.
"Anything for my love." He kisses her forehead.
"I am gonna go change. I will be right back." She takes a red backless dress and a new pair of underwear. She went into the bathroom and put it on trying to fix her hair with the brush in her purse. She looked like a million bucks, she was so impressed. Jack had taste. When she came into the room. Jack was changing as well. She caught him with his shirt off and just starred.
"Caroline? I'm sorry I meant to be dressed before you can out." He said as he put on his shirt.
"You mean this wasn't intentional." She ran her fingers over his chest and kissed his stomach.
He could feel the tension rise within him, but he blocked it out. "Um did you wanna eat first then watch the movie or do both at the same time?"
"Well I am dressed ain 't I. Let's go." She slips on her high heels and gets her purse.
"All right then let me get my shirt on." He buttons it up quickly and gets his tie and his jacket.
She waited for him to put on his tie and his jacket and they went out the door locking it behind them and not before forgetting to put out the candles.
He took her to a restaurant and she sat down on a chair as he pushed her in. She couldn't believe the prices on the menu. But she ordered as he said anything she wanted she could have. So she did. She smiled all through dinner her face started to hurt. She ate everything on her plate and Jack just starred at her happily as she ate.
After dinner they headed upstairs and picked out a movie. Jack took off his tie, shirt, shoes and socks and sat on the bed with her. She was still in the same clothes, she wondered if she should just do it with him and get it over with. It's not that he was forcing her too cause he hadn't. She knew that he said he would wait for her, but something was beginning to change. She looked at him as he sat there looking at the movie. She laid closer to him and touched him hand and caressed it softly. She began to kiss each of his fingers one by one.
He looked at her and did nothing. He hadn't wanted to force her to do anything she didn't want. The touch of her lips against his skin began to give him the shivers so he caressed her breasts as she laid down bringing him closer to her. She closed her eyes as he kissed her neck. She felt like she could smoother into a million pieces, his touches were so soft.
He picked her up and took the strings that tied the dress on her back and pulled each one with a slow motion. He caressed her back and touched her softly. He took his time if he was gonna do this right.
Her eyes went in a flaming heat and she straddled herself to sit on top of him taking off her dress and throwing it to the ground. The only thing she was wearing was her thong. She helped him slide off his pants and he waited for her okay.
He laid down while she kissed him. He touched her and kissed her in the places he knew that would make her feel good. His manhood was rising so unspeakably that she began to rub him and he just closed his eyes and enjoyed her touch.
She wanted to see what he looked like so she pulled down his boxers just to catch a glimpse of what it looked like and boy had he been wrong he was big. She had to admit she never saw one before, but to her it was big. She wondered if he would fit inside her.
He looked at her and grabbed her hand showing her just how to massage it. She felt embarrassed a little, but followed his rhythm.
He flinched sometimes as she did it and she wondered if she was hurting him. He seemed to enjoy it and he brought her to him and laid her down. He turned around and looked into the night stand drawer beside the bed taking out a silver wrapper. He opened it and pulled out the condom and put it on himself.
She watched him and tried to help with it. He laid her down and kissed her lips. "You ready?"
"Yes." She was completely nervous.
He positioned himself above her and pulled her thong off. He teased her with his manhood and rubbed her. She closed her eyes loving the feeling. He inched himself slowly inside her feeling the tightness and finally he felt her clutching his back as he went a little more deeper. "You all right?"
"Yeah it hurts." She tried not to move.
"I know I am sorry." He kissed her lips wishing he could take her pain away.
"It's not your fault." She looked into his eyes trusting him.
"If you want we can stop?" He was ready just to get up and let her be.
"No don't." She held his arms not letting him go.
"Tell me if you need me to pull out all right?" He cared only about her feeling not his.
"Ok." She hanged on to him as he began a rhythm.
She felt like she was dying it hurt so much, but she fought against the pain. She urged him to go faster wanting to get rid of the feeling. Tears feel down her eyes as he went even faster. She could hear him panting and felt like she was hurting him. He pulled out of her fearing that he would come to early and she wouldn't enjoy it.
"Are you all right with this?" He asked her.
"Yes." "You?" She rubbed her eyes.
"I am fine. I just didn't want to come before you did." He wondered if that was even possible with the way she was feeling.
"Come?" She looked at him not knowing what that actually meant.
"Yeah, you'll know when it happens." He wiped his forehead from the sweat and rested back.
She climbed on top of him and took off the condom seeing it had blood on it. She wanted to feel him without it. She inserted him into her and sat on him. Her eyes teared more as she felt herself tear when there was no more for her to go she sat there looking at him as she cried.
"You didn't have to do this you know." He sat there not moving a muscle.
"I know I wanted to end the pain." She sat on him not moving either.
"Are you sure you wanna do this without protection?" He asked her.
"What's better for you." She knew men liked it like this way she wasn't worried about pregnancy at all for some reason.
"Well I can go either way, lets try it like this for a while." He felt her move slowly.
"All right." She wasn't sure what she was doing, all she knew was that it was some kind of forward motion.
He got her hips and she hunched down to his chest as she slowly rose up and down on him. His eyes looked liked they had turned a deeper blue as she rode him. She was going fast and he held on to her every thrust. He felt like he was coming to an end so by the shear pleasure he was receiving he turned her over and started to ride her and suck on her breast before he knew it. His time was almost over, but he stayed inside her knowing that he could have gotten her pregnant. He felt like he was going a thousand miles an hour as he dig himself into her and then her eyes opened wide and by that he knew that he had given her what he knew he could do to her and pulled out before he could shoot himself inside her. He cried out loud and said her name and let himself spill on top of her.
She saw the sperm slide down his shaft so she looked for something to clean him with. She got his shirt and he used it. He cleaned himself off and laid down trying to return his breathing back to normal.
"You ok?" She was worried that he might be dying or something.
"Fine. I never felt better." He smiled at her and relaxed.
"Jack, next time can you go faster." She now had knew what he meant by feeling good.
"Sure. We have all night. Just give me a few minutes before we start again." He brought her close to him and gave her a cigarette.
"All right." She took the cigarette and lit it up and smoked it.
She ended up falling asleep because of the exhaustion and the pain. When she woke up a few minutes later it was dark and she stood up feeling her insides hurt. Jack laid on the bed asleep. She hadn't wanted to wake him up. She wondered to herself if losing her virginity was the right thing to do. She felt all right, but she wondered why she did it in the first place was it for her satisfaction or his?
"Caroline?" Jack stood up and walked over to her.
"Jack, was I good enough for you?" She was worried that she was horrible.
"You were perfect why do you ask?" He turned her around and kissed her.
"I just wanna make you happy." She held on to him like her security blanket.
"Honey, you were amazing. I can't be anymore happier than I already am." "Anyways, I should be asking about you. How are you feeling?" He brought her back to bed.
"Sore. Gosh Jack you ex-girlfriend wasn't lying you are big." She smiled at him and played with his hair.
"Sorry." He wasn't sure it that was good or bad.
"You shouldn't be sorry for your body it's perfect in everyway. Jack, we are going to school tomorrow aren't we?" She remembered about her and Rose's plan.
"Yeah why?" Jack looked over at her.
"Cause it's late and it's Sunday." She looked at her watch and it was already 10 p.m.
"I asked your mom if you could stay with me for the night before I came to your room today. She said it was all right as long as you went to school." He went looking for his underwear and found them a few feet from the bed.
"And?" She said as she put on her nightdress she found in one of the boxes.
"She said it was fine. We'll get up, leave here at 6:30 and I will have you at school at 7:30. Anyways all your books and stuff are in your locker at school right? He looked at her she had looked pretty in the light pink teddy.
"Yep." She smiled at him and jumped on the bed.
"And I got all my stuff in the car so we are set to stay the night." He smiled at her and jumped on the bed too.
"Cool. I can't believe I am not a virgin anymore." She laid there touching her stomach.
"Why can't you believe it? I am surprised you didn't lose it a long time ago." He laid on his side and kissed her.
"Maybe if we had met sooner I might have." She smiled and touched his face.
"Why wasn't Paul on your hit list?" He laid back as she laid on his chest.
"Paul? He's just my friend. I never thought of him in that way." It was true she never had.
"Never?" He asked.
"Never." She heard his heart beat and began to feel sleepy again.
"Well we should get some sleep tomorrow's school let's get our eight hours." He pulled the blanket up.
"All right do you know what classes you have?" She asked as she put the blankets on her and covered Jack.
"Nope. I just needed a few I remember that. One was history and the other three were Economics, Math and English." He started to yawn.
"Cool no physical education?" She had hated sports.
"Nope." "You have it?" He was so happy. He couldn't begin to explain it.
"Yeah Aerobics I didn't want to take it in 11th grade I wanted to kicked back so now I have to take it." She didn't really mind it was her last year anyways.
"Aw you should have done it in 11th now you wouldn't have it." He yawned again.
"I know bummer for me, but now that I got you everything will be so much better." She kissed his chest.
"I know it will be better for me too. So when's Prom?" He hugged her closely.
"Um two weeks or so not sure yet." "Why got some more special plans?" She hadn't known the date yet.
"Some. There is this place I wanna go. Maybe we could set a boat trip: you and I and some of your friends." He would have liked to have her on a boat he always had so much fun.
"Ok. I will ask Rose and some of the others." She stretched and started to feel tired.
"All right. Now let's get to bed we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow." He closed his eyes.
"Ok. Good night Mr. Dawson." She said and smiled.
"Good night Mrs. Dawson." He had said it on purpose.
"Hey? We're not married yet?" She hit him on the shoulder.
"Wanna be?" He asked.
"So soon we just met and I am even 18 yet." She thought he was joking, but then she wondered if he was serious.
"All right I will wait then. Good night." He clutched her and closed his eyes.
"Good night." She closed her eyes too.