|
July 14, 2003
Hello all how was your fourth of July mine was cool didn't have to go to Texas. Jack said that his family was going out of town for some kind of event he didn't like so we didn't go. Jack and I have cooled it down a little we don't have sex like we use to. But I still love him. It's kind of good we are together. Jack takes care of me 100%. Sometimes I sit in my room all alone just waiting for him to get there. Gosh how I miss him sometimes. I got a job and sometimes work is cool sometimes its not. I have been neglecting him I know I have and I didn't do it intentionally I would never do that I just want to lay by his side, but I don't know what's wrong with him. I should ask him tonight and I will. Oh here he comes bye for now. Jack enters the room. Hello Jack. I go up to kiss him. Hello Rose. He smiles and put down his backpack. How was class? I ask him. Good I guess. He sits down. Didn't have a good day? I sit on his lap. Not really. He looks up. Well I can fix that. I kiss him. He gets into it and then falls back with me. He is so into the kiss I pull back and look into his eyes. I love you Jack Dawson. He doesn't respond. Rose we have to talk. He gets up. What's wrong Jack have I done something wrong? No Rose it's just that last week I cancelled the trip to Texas because Josh asked me too. He's not quite ready to see you. Which makes me very mad at him. What about your mom and dad? They don't know yet. Jack, I say we go and forget what they think we are gonna get married whether they like it or not. Gosh Rose I love that attitude your right let's go to Texas today. Great I will pack a bag as long as I get back by next week thank god I am not working this week. Rose packed and so did Jack they got the first available flight to Texas a.s.a.p. Rose held Jack's hand during the entire flight she just hated flying. When they got to the airport she was relived. So what do you think will happen? I ask him. I honestly don't know Rose my parents don't really have a problem with you only Josh. Well I can get him to like me and I will. Thanks Rose. No problem Jack. It's judgment day the feud between Josh and I are over now. I think to myself.
Rose remembered the Dawson household. White picket fence, green grass, a flower bed by the porch. Yeah it still looked the same. Jack held my hand every step of the way. He pushed the doorbell. Someone opened the door. Ah senor Jack your mother is upstairs come in. Thanks Anita. Anita I would like you to meet Rose DeWitt Bukater. Hello Rose. Hi Anita. Rose stepped inside and shook Anita's hand. Come this way Rose. Jack lead her to the living room. Rose have yourself a seat and I will go get my mom. Jack says as he goes up the stairs. All right Jack. I sit there while Jack goes and gets his mom and then I hear a voice I will never forget. Hello Miss who are you and what are you doing here? I am waiting for your mother I tell him. It doesn't seem he recognizes me. Well can I sit by you and keep you company. I don't like fast men Mr. Dawson. I ain't being fast you'll know when fast is darling. Damn he is so cocky. What's a girl like you doing here anyway. Like I said waiting for your mom. I didn't quite catch your name. And you won't. I am waiting for your brother anyways. My brother is in college up north dating some nerd girl. She decided to play a cruel joke on him. Do you like me Mr. Dawson? Why shouldn't I. I would love to taste your nectar. He comes forward and just before he tries to kiss her. She whispers. I'm your brother's nerd girl. He steps back so fast he almost falls off his seat. Jack enters. Why are you on the floor Josh did Rose kick you or something? More like tricked me. That's my girl. Josh you remember Rose don't you? Not quite sure I do anymore. Since when did she turn into a fox? Thanks Josh nice to see you too. Josh, I want you and Rose to spend the day together tomorrow. Why what did I do? Nothing I want you two to clear up this feud between you two. Sure for your sake I will try Jack. Thanks Josh. But I ain't promising nothing. As long as you give it a try Josh that's all that matters. Come on Rose darling I want you to meet mom. Ok. She follows Jack up the stairs and they leave Josh behind. They step up to a bedroom inside his mother is relaxing. Momma. I would like you to meet Rose my fiancée. Hello Rose. Hello Mrs. Dawson. How are you? Long time no see. I have been good. Rose I see you and Jack just got in your probably tired you two can spend the night in Jack's old room. Thanks Mrs. Dawson. No problem since its late I will speak to you tomorrow. Ok. Nice meeting you. You too. They leave and gets their bags and go upstairs to Jack's old room. Which was right close to Josh's, but far away from his parents room. Inside Rose lays on the bed feeling quite at home. Jack looks at her getting tempted at taking her. I look into his eyes and remember the passion we use to have, but something has changed this time. I get up to comfort him wondering what is wrong. Jack is something wrong? No Rose its just that ah hell. He storms out of the room. I sit there wondering what has happened. What did I do to him to make him so mad. I sit there crying silently with the door closed. Someone knocks on the door. Jack are you in here? Josh calls. I quickly wipe my tears and Josh sees me. He's not here Josh. He just left. Rose is something wrong? Why do you care you always hated me. Rose, I was asking because I do care all those years ago were childish pranks we never meant anything by them well at least I didn't. Do you still hate me so much? A little, but we can get passed it for Jack's sake. I am worried about him Josh. I must of did something because for the past few weeks he's been a little off something is wrong. I will go have a chat with him Rose. Thanks Josh. Your welcome Rose. He leaves and goes out to find Jack leaving her alone. Josh goes down stairs. He sees Jack outside smoking a cigarette. Hey since when did you start smoking? What are you my mom? No, I am your brother. What's wrong Jack you never acted like this before. I did something I should have never done. Which is? I can't say. Not even to me? Especially you. Come on Jack. Rose is worried about you. She is? Yeah she just told me. You guys actually talked and didn't hurt each other that's a miracle. No Jack we've grown up and became civilized adults. So come one what's wrong Rose was upstairs crying what happened? I slept with another girl. When? Last week I was so frustrated at Rose I told her that you asked me to cancel the trip but I ended up meeting someone and I slept with her. You devil I didn't know the sophisticated Jack Dawson would actually cheat. It was a mistake Rose doesn't know. Every time she looks at me I feel guilty. I know she wants me but how can I touch her every time I kiss her I feel terrible. You have to tell her. I can't Josh. Yes you can you have to be truthful to her. I just know if I tell her that she is gonna leave me. You have to trust her that she won't. You're right I will go tell her. He put down the cigarette and go back upstairs. When he opens the door Rose is looking in her suitcase. Rose is wearing skimpy pajamas. She turns around. Jack your back. Yeah Rose. Look, I am sorry for pressuring you I won't ever do it again. It's not that Rose sit down we need to talk. Ok. She sits down. She looks at him. Rose you remember last week when I was making those arrangements for the trip. Yeah. Well everything was a lie. I was so frustrated and confused I ended up doing a stupid thing. Which was what? I slept with someone I shouldn't have. Her face looked pale and she didn't speak a word. I am so sorry Rose. I will do anything for you to forgive me. Why Jack? Why did you do it? I thought you didn't love me anymore. Love you Jack I have always loved you. She said as she wiped her tears. That day when you found out who I was I thought you didn't want me anymore. I said I did or don't you remember when we made up? I remember Rose. Then why and how could you? I don't know like I said it was a stupid mistake. Is that why you don't make love to me anymore to much time on your little whore? Crystal is not a whore Rose. You love her don't you? No I don't. I love you. LIAR! Rose storms out crying and runs past Josh in her nightie. Josh runs after her. He takes off his jacket and offers it to her. Come on Rose put this on before you get a chill. She wipes her tears. Thanks Josh. No problem come on Rose. I don't wanna go inside with him. Your not your coming with me. With you? Yeah to the barn its warmer in there. Death to Rose BYE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! |